Thursday, June 23, 2011
I would like to get by with a little help from my friends like the Beatles
But really, I don't hang out with people anymore as of recently. I'm not going to text people everyday just because I feel bored. I have no problem staying home some days just watching tv and making bracelets (but still get ready because I REFUSE to spend my day in pajamas. Not my thing). But what really annoys me is that people don't ask me to hangout in the evenings especially because they assume I have dance. Which to give them credit, I do have dance 5 days a week. I just wish people could see how important dance is to me and how it is the biggest thing in my life. I'm so passionate about it that I don't really get bothered by the parties or concerts I miss because of dance. I am only improving myself when I go to the studio and if I want to see good results then you can bet anything that I'll miss a party to do that. I can only dance and compete for so long, and I have the rest of my life to improve my drinking skills. Where I'm going with this is that for the duration of high school, these people will be my "school friends" that I always talk to at school and for senior year we'll do stuff together. But quite honestly, none of them are my go to I'll-cry-and-complain-to-you-whenever-I-need-to friends because they won't get it. The passion behind what I do that may seem inconvenient, crazy, and redundant. If the jig movie comes back to Chicago I'm going to take everyone to see it and maybe next time they text me and I can't hangout because im practicing they'll realize what exactly I'm fighting for. This is why I still have faith in my dance friends. They get it and are going through the same grueling practices, stresss,and committmrmt that I am. Plus they don't go to the same school that I do so I don't have to worry about petty drama that happens. Because were all there for dance and only dance. Were all striving for the best and to be great at this talent we have. Who is anyone else to say that I'm boring when I'm the one improving myself and living my dream every time I treble out beautiful beats with my feet? Because I assume they haven't done anything productive with their day
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